I’ve wanted to be utterly
dependent on God, looking to Him for all my needs, trusting only in Him and not
in the arm of man. I’ve wanted to find
time to stop, take my time, not have to be somewhere by a specific time, be
able to take a walk, explore a village, see what’s around the next bend, maybe
get out my sketch book and play. I’ve
wanted to go to French Canada, to Church historical sites, to visit friends
along the way, to look up long-lost relatives.
If my car breaks down, I want to have the freedom, emotionally and
physically, to stay put in the place where I find myself and throw out a tent
or get to the next town over and get a temporary job and see how we fit
together, that new place and I. I’ve
wanted to couchsurf, meeting new people along my windey way, venturing forth
unafraid into the world (or so I tell myself), see how other people live,
exchange thoughts and ideas.
Life is my oyster. I want to swallow it whole.
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